Night and day

Lately I've been very moody at home. Getting frusterated easily, Ect... I hate it because I know I'm not usually like this, but at the same time I fell like I'm just letting everything out. I have been getting upset with school stuff and home stuff feeling as though I have no time for anything I want to do any more. And I feel as though it's because I'm trying to do it by myself. We weren't meant to do things on our own. God wants to do them with us. So i'm trying very hard to give it to God when in reality I still want to control it. And yet I know that if I try to take control it will crumble in my hands. All things we do are distended to fail with out God, and that's the truth.

I hate feeling stressed and annoyed but that's how I've been feeling, I feel like a perinoid psychotic person who can't control what their thinking. I fel insane and useless. Because I don't know how or really even why I've feeling like this. The hardest thing that we can do is give up our control over our lives. For some reason it's so hard and difficult to believe that God knows all, his LCD is abundant and his will is right. Trust in the Lord and all will be fine.